I thought you would know
2012-1-29 9:33:24 阅读3 评论0 292012/01 Jan29
I thought you would know I was really tired of being alone. Eat alone, study alone, sleep alone, all, by myself.
I thought you might know I kept trying to refresh myself. I went to gym to work out, wiping and pretending I was happy.
I thought you could know I was deeply anxious about the endless waiting. Torturing, it is.
I thought you would know why I need Starbucks and creamy coffee when I was studying. Bitter, noisy, but at least, being.
I thought you would know ... why I wrote these.
23岁生日愿望
2012-1-17 11:51:05 阅读19 评论4 172012/01 Jan17
23岁生日愿望，希望家人平安，我和灿灿能顺利拿到offer，美帝团聚，然后今天开始进军红色系衣服哈哈:P
本命年，尽人事，听天命。
Eat good, laugh often, live well
2012-1-15 0:38:53 阅读16 评论1 152012/01 Jan15
什么时候起，我最爱的冬天也成了让我避之不及的洪水猛兽。蓝调的低沉在这雪天里和我苦憋论文的郁闷愈发地相得益彰起来....
寒假的匆匆一行，纽约给我留下的印象，也只剩下那些芝城所没有的家乡的食物和那个我心心念念的博物馆。我执意在那个浮华的大都会里找寻家的味道，却在偶尔驻足的时候暗自嘲笑自己的迂腐。是的，迂腐。我不断地远离故乡，却又不断地在异国他乡寻找故乡，不断地试图在那些似是而非中安抚自己的空虚无助。我让自己远离人群，却又渴望人群的温度。我渴求安稳，却又总是质疑那些安慰背后隐藏的强权和不公。爱恨在矛盾中，如梦魇一般，摆脱不了。
最近开始一个人好好做饭，炒菜洗碗刷锅，我不厌其烦的做着以前避之不及的细碎。室友惊异我的变化，我却知道，我的初衷不过是想满足自己心心念念的，家的味道。Eat good, laugh often, live well, 这是在姐家看到的一张画里的一句话，我很喜欢。
阴霾的天气，低气压的心情，我是不是应该煮一大锅热气腾腾的水煮牛，让那辛辣刺激蒸出一身的大汗淋漓？